Yesterday's Foodlog

Item:........................................(-).............Cal: 2000

- Iced Cinnamon Bun ............................340=1660

- 2pks Quaker Oatmeal (water only)280= 1380

- 8oz. 2% Milk 120= 1260

- 1 banana 100= 1160

- 8oz EggNog 180= 980

- 1 English Muffin w/Marg. 140= 840

- Glass of water 0= 840

- Arby's Reg Roast Beef 320= 520

- Sauce 15= 505

- Sobe Zero Cal LifeWater 0= 505

- Arby's Reg Roast Beef 320= 185

- Sauce 15= 170

- Tortilla Chips 140= 30

- 2 tbsp Reduced Fat Sour Cream 40= -10

- Shred Cheese 20= -30

Fuckin A! -30 calories OVER!

GRRRR

Those damn chips did me in.

Okay see my goal is to do a 2000 calorie diet for one week, then down to a 1700 calorie diet the next week, then 1600, then 1500, then 1400, then 1300, and then finally 1200. And then ride it out at 1200 for a while and hope to burn those cals off.

Maybe...

2lbs a week is a good start. IDK. I'm so desperate.

Missed Periods

So I haven't had a period in 4-ish months. I'm really starting to think my weight is the culprit. I'm just worried that if I don't get this weight off something more serious will develop. I don't get why I'm lacking the motivation to lose this crap. And literally it is crap. Nasty, slobbish, hanging fat.
You wanna see gross...Here's gross.



Do you see those fuckin' thighs or that gut. It's effin disgusting!

A little Thinspiration

So when people say thinspiration, the mind wanders to a picture of a frail little girl with ribs protruding and eyes sunk in.




I want thinspiration but not be a stick or so freak fragile, I just want to be slim maybe with a little pudge.

Then again my motivation is to look like Kate Beckinsale in Underworld. That catsuit is AMAZING.



I mean serious just look at that shit, doesn't it make you wanna vomit (but don't that could lead to bulimia). Oh the things I would do for a body that would look that good in a catsuit with weapons of lycan destruction.

Buffet Line

Well okay last night at like 10:30, Andy, Cyn & I were at Sheetz and they have donuts 2/$1 and I got Andy and I a creme filled ( I would have rather had custard) chocolate covered donut. Fuckin' A, was this shit delicioso!!! Gah.

But anyways, I'm pretty convinced that the buffet table was invented to make people eat more, thank you forefathers for our obesity epidemic. Also, when you pay $6-8 for a buffet you feel like you have to eat 5+ plates of food before you get your money's worth. Now for Andy this is no problem. He weighs roughly 140-145-ish soaking wet, so going to CiCi's pizza and polishing off 5-6 plates of pizza and brownies doesn't affect him. But I have to settle for around 2 plates or less.
ROAR thanks America. >_<

Bojangles

We had BoJangles this morning. We had to. We were hungry and yea.
I had a gravy biscuit which I'm sure was like 10,000 calories. Well more like 300ish but whatever. I'll try to work it off today. And a half of a small thing of cajun fries. And I wanted just a medium tea but they were advertising a 32oz tea for .99 but I didn't want 32 friggin ounces of tea but they gave me the damn bigger cup anyways. Not to mention it was a styrofoam cup. And anyone who knows me, knows that I detest styrofoam with a passion and only use it out of sheer necessity.
FUCK IT ALL!

PLAYLIST

So I made a new playlist in hopes that it will get me pumped and motivated.

Workout Music


Some songs only have a :30 play but if you go to my imeem profile the full song plays. It's because I have it embedded.